Wednesday, August 03, 2005

To An Old Friend

I don't know the postcode

Dear God,

It's been awhile since I wrote to you. Sorry k? Been busy at a job which I have mix feelings about. There's so much uncertainty around me. I don't know what's going to happen with management. And I am kind of tired being the only Malay in my department. Everyone eats pork around me. But like you always told me, take it as a challenge. Ok, I will.

I quit drinking you know? Yeah, since January. Haven't drank a drop, even when a delicious cocktail is infront of me. But, to tell you the truth, I kind of miss it though. That refreshing taste. Ok, ok, a coke will do. Yeah, the slice of lemon really does helps.

I just want to tell you that Pa is fine, Ma too, and my siblings. I don't know about Wari though. It's been awhile since I talked to him on the phone. You know what? I am beginning to think that I don't know him anymore. He has gotten a whole new life now over there. A good job and girlfriend and all. I hope that I can still relate to him. I hope that I can see him soon.

As for Aiman, I don't know anything about him anymore. He's grown up despite me thinking he is like still 10. I saw him at Zouk last Thursday. I don't know why I didn't say hi to him. He looked so cool actually. Him and his shades. Him and his rich kids group. I hope we won't fight as often. I hope he knows what's he's doing.

As for my friends? I am glad you blessed me with them. I am hanging out more with Khaylis and Maya now. We're trying to be healthy, you see. As for me, trying to bulk up. I don't want to be skinny like I was. Zales is great. Efi just got into a car accident. Han's still planning for the movie. I missed hanging out with Fairil. Shobshob is coming down to KL. Kobis is living his single life up. I'm going to see Vinnie later. And Aeyya is coming back into town very, very soon. Hooray!

I've got to go now. Lunch time is over. You take care ok?

Your number one fan,


Blogger P. Kay said...

hee hee, a v. unlikely outpouring from you, muds. i'm so glad we get to hang out more often now that you work in the city!!! seven years on, and we're still kickin' it like the good ole' times.

heh, whatever happened to the plg? we haven't talked about that in aaaages.

11:18 PM  
Blogger Dade Ghost said...

ERmmm time to count our blessing.. for all the great things we are having....


11:39 PM  
Blogger kepala_angin said...

- Segala Puji Bagi Allah dalam segala keadaan dan aku mohon ampun kpd Allah dari segala dosa -

is that basically what you are trying to say?

11:52 PM  
Blogger MK said...

issit jez me or this post is damn cute .... ermm ... mmmm ....

12:14 AM  
Blogger Inn said...

I count my blessing on a daily basis. I am grateful for my family & friends and all the things in my life. Good or otherwise.

You're a sweet, sweet person mudster. God bless.

1:20 AM  
Blogger yanz said...

i keep thinking over and over again. instead of looking at all the things we DON'T have, we should look and be grateful at things we DO have. there won't be much to complain about then, will there??

but then again, we're all humans. to whine and complain is part and parcel of our daily lives. hehehe. thus, i shall continue my ravings and rantings with the occassional 'kesyukuran'. hehehehe

2:39 AM  
Blogger madnessinvain said...

The valor of thanking The Almighty. Im sure you are the type that girls want to bring and meet their parent for dinner. Jgn lupa cium tangan nanti ya bro. Hohohoo.

5:29 AM  
Blogger Pesa said...

Only on my slighly better behaviour when i report to HIM everyday...and I got nervous everytime i think that's he's just sitting up there staring straight thru still doesn't stop my bad behaviour most of the time...manusia yang lalai!! Sigh...

6:36 AM  
Blogger The Yoga Instructor said...

Ok, I might get you wrong pulak this time around.

I assumed that you were writing to God up till the very last paragraph, "You take care ok?"

Since you've mistakenly presumed I nicknamed my Ex as 'Bibik' (oh my, I had my biggest laugh in weeks in Aji Don just now, Muddy), so correct me if I'm wrong, unless you addressed your Ex as God (?), or Goddess ke?

11:43 AM  
Blogger the kimster said...

cool :)

6:43 PM  
Blogger Vlad said...

Dear God,

You still owe me 12 Dollar. I've already told you no supernatural powers during Poker Nights.

You better pay up. Or I'll tell people you've cheated.

Poker Mate #666

9:41 PM  
Blogger teek said...

very nicely written.

and congrats on being sober. save the liver!! heh heh..

9:53 PM  
Blogger wingnut/chickquita said...

hehe sobriety is the thing nowadays the way i see it.

2 of my frens quit too. i quit in december 04.

now i socialize with vanilla coke, and slices or 'em lemons. hu hu.

btw, margaritas at friday's and mojito in bon bon are the bestest! kehkehkeh.

10:04 PM  
Blogger MarinaDelRey said...

cute as usual Mudsy! :-)

10:07 PM  
Blogger chics said...

u and I are both in the same situation for the first two paragraph.

God,please make me a stronger person!!

10:34 PM  
Blogger A Babe Of Very Little Brain said...

Dear Ustad Muddy, God does listen.

2:51 AM  
Blogger Foxybabe said...

Lesson learned:
A person who's able to accept their own weakness is defined as CUTE.


I am amazed.

2:52 AM  
Blogger shell said...

Dear God,

Please let me end up with someone like him..


Du bist süss...!

3:07 AM  
Blogger aeyya said...

life is a Challenge and Risk that we have to battle for...without the badside yukkiest black moment our life will be very plain and monotonous.

its been AGES muddy u stopd drinkin
and 8mnths is rily AGES ok!!!im so proud of u...bout ur lilt grown up brotha "the lost&argument will make u appreciated them more" dun wory it juz a matter of time..ppl changes ;)

hooreeYyyy yeah im gettin ma bumm back for good...cant wait to hang out with u & lovely all the crazy hang out & gossip

i do Thank Allah for all the bless and happiness he gave me regardless
the HardSour Hurtful time i had& for sure will happy for wat i am!!!

4:59 AM  
Blogger silent said...

that is so so sweet...

2:08 AM  
Blogger Funny Valentine said...

There are times when watching youths today make me sad.. too often, I regret to say. But when I come across something like this, it warms me up inside, reassuring me that there is always hope.

Thank you for that.


p/s - susah lah nak comment on your blog since you only allow blogger identities :P

9:59 AM  
Blogger Muddy said...

khaylis :

pleasant surprise to see you at alexis that night. huhuhu...yeah, was there to indulge in 'em cakes, and i finally found the black and white! it was so damn good, i swear. ps : gym, babe? ;)

dade ghost :

Its very cool to realise that we are indeed blessed. :) And hey, lets really bowl next time. Can't wait!

kepala angin :

You sumarrised it perfectly. PS : My BM sucks big time, so thanks for translating it for me. ;)

MK :

Cute ke? Huhuhu...;)

Inn :

Hey, thanks babe. you are a sweet babe yourself, and i mean it! Never thought i was a sweet guy though. perhaps i am really evolving. huhuhu...;P

10:10 PM  
Blogger Muddy said...

yanz :

hey, really enjoyed our meeting with Mods and the Ladies. Had so much fun, minus the "where am I?" part., thank God i am not the only person who doesn't know where that mall is.

and hey, look forward to this weekend. ;)

madnessinvain :

Hahahahahah...mana boleh lupa? oh no worries about future parents in law man. my trustful charm always works in full degrees when meeting them up. huhuhu...

pesa :

yeah, i totally agree. Sometimes it does send me the chill to realise that my actions are all recorded, even behind close doors., yeah, will try to reduce the bad here and there though...

yoga :

Ya Allah, takkan I will call my Ex Goddess??? There's only one Goddess in the blogland, and she and her hubbie makes tongue-wagging pancakes! ;) bad, i don't have a maid babe. that's the reason why i thought bibik was your baby/ex/boyfriend. Muahahahah!!!

ps : really had fun that night! :))

the kimster :

Extremely cool. :)

10:17 PM  
Blogger Muddy said...

vlad :

Muahahahahahah!!! That's downright disturbing, mah man. Sheesh, haven't played poker in AGES! think its about time i revisit my skills...huhuhu...

teeklebone :

hehehehe...yeah, save the liver (what's left of it though...huhuhu). and damn, my lungs are suffering now because of the damn haze. Let's say no to the bloody haze!!!

wing/chick :

hey, you too? awesome!!! :) yeah, coke is so much cheaper anyways. and its really refreshing during clubbing, don't you think? and yeah, had fun that night. ;))

marinadelray :

your comments are cute as usual too babe. ;)

chics :

You're in the same situation as i am? really? wow, i feel not so alone anymore. huhuhu...

you are a stronger person by admitting to it. i just realise that once i admit my weakness, i finally get to sence how to convert them into my strengths...

10:23 PM  
Blogger Muddy said...

the babe :

Ustad Muddy? Muahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!!! (Rolling around the carpet MANY times!)

foxybabe :

Huhuhu...yeah, it surprised me as well. I guess i know now the secret to cute-ness. Muahahaha!!!

shell :

Like who babe? *blushing like mad* Meheheheheh...;P

aeyya :

I am truly blessed that i have someone like you in my life. you have made uni, clubbing and shah alam a wonderful experience babe, and for that, i truly believe you are the sister i never had. :))

silent :

not as sweet as you babe. ;)

mzmin :

oh wow! you are extremely welcome babe. yeah, don't lose hope in our youths. perhaps they are experimenting at the moment. but we all need to do that, to understand ourselves what's really right, and what's really wrong. that's what i call growth.

ps : i was thinking of allowing annonymous comments, but...will think about it. :)

10:29 PM  
Blogger dudae_simboyo said...


actually u r doing very well. u have stopped drinking, am in a rather not friendly environment but hacking it, have friends but at the same time have some who are rather, how shall i put it, distant maybe?

part of living this thing called life actually. heads up, u still have a lot of friends....


10:38 PM  
Blogger Muddy said...

dudae :

hey pal, thanks for the kind words. but no worries, my head is always up. :)

12:52 AM  
Blogger elly said...

Such a touching postcard tho tak da postcode.. m sure its gonna fine a way to reach HIM.

Its good to take the past as lessons learnt and move on with life.

Bless you ..

12:56 AM  
Blogger shobshob said...

i am feeling sad.. really touched by your words.. huhu.. :(

5:12 AM  
Blogger shobshob said...

i am soooo grateful for all the things that i have: my family, friends, dia, job, health, and everything else! :)

6:37 AM  
Blogger Muddy said...

elly :

i realise that these kind of mails don't need no stamps or address. the Receiver will always be able to read it no matter where. :) and bless you too.

shobshob :

hehehe...don't be sad. its suppose to inspire into realising how blessed we are despite the obstacles. :)

5:58 PM  
Blogger Suara Dasar Hati said...

May Allah continuously bless all of us, His creations who are always trying to improve and reach out to Him.

7:02 AM  

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